Take me when I've done ( #5 Death)

Take me when I'm old. Or at least old enough to think I'm old.
Take me some time after after I buy a house.
Take me when I truly have nothing else to do.
Take me when all else has died.
Take me after I get a chance to feel more love than I am capable at my parents home.
Take me only after I've tried and failed thousands of times.
Don't take me full of too many regrets.
Take me after I've seen you're face but escaped, cheating death more than once isn't fair.
Take me after I have gotten the pleasure of standing under Tokyo Tower.
Take me when I've lost my hair.
Take me to your domain but please not while it's raining.
It would be too dramatic.
Don't take me with tears.
I do not fear you. When my time is inevitable I will go with you.
Just give me a fair chance. I hope against all assumptions that you are, in fact are fair.
Take me after I've seen my nephews.
Take me after I've taken refuge.
Take me when my hourglass has emptied, just don't tell me when.
Take me after I've bought a 3D printer and been to the wedding of my sister.
Gosh I miss her.
Take me after I've seen them all.
Take me on a soft October night. (i've heard it's your favorite month)
But not in the morning.
Take me after I've taken my toast and tea.
Take me on the equinox.
The equinox not of summer or spring but in winter on a cold night after I have counted my coffee jars.
Take me after I've said what I meant.
Take me when man has reached Mars.
Take me after I've gotten smarter.
Take me after I've gotten fatter.
Take me after I gathered a rose bud or two.

How many calories are in a feeling?

(THE SECRET LIFE OF LETTERS: SCISSOR SISTERS/THE FANTASIST: MAXENCE CYRIN)

How many days are in a sentence?


What is is the full speed of language when there is nothing to say?

Where do words hide unspoken?

How many calories are in a feeling?

I haven't heard.

Have you heard how many dimes add up to the worth of a rhyme?

Or how many years are in a phase?

Do you wish you could skip on past this phrase?

To the next gumdrop bridge?

How many chocolates make up a wrong gift?

How many tears are in a symphony?

But most important how many calories are in a feeling?

I haven't heard.

I'd like to know because because I'm trying to watch my weight.

How many stones does it really take to kill a bird?

104,820 and a 1/2? That's how many got dumped in the meadow. For another city center with windows.

I'm glad its not raining.

How many sorrows make up a sob? How many aches are in a compassion?

How many buzzing bees are in an overheard scorning?

Or how many butterflies are in a performer?

How many words describe a soulmate?


How many calories are in a sensation?

I haven't heard.

Hey

Remember perspective is all that counts so clean you're lenses and if they're still dirty then get som new glasses!

bells

Louder than sirens
Louder than bells
Sweeter than heaven
And hotter than hell
And by the way you smell

Poetry

I am a poet and I am not even aware of the fact that I can rhyme whenever I wish.

The cooking lesson

Hi, and Welcome to this evening's cooking lesson. Tonight we'll be focusing on desserts.
We will be learning how to bake all the things that you hate in one cake.

So Lets begin.


C is for catholisism
A is for acting, to get people to like you
K is for karly stouffer
E is for eggs, hard boiled

Hm that one tasted like salt and steam and the stink of a broken belief. No, no that's not what i'm looking for.
Let's try that again.


C is for can't do
A is for absence
K is for kiwi, the bird that is nearly
E xtinct

No, that one just tasted like blackness and melancholy like the cake pan was filled on just the edges and it burned all the way through. No, not right.
Let's try that again.

C is for cocaine
A is my addiction to
K illing
E veyone.

Now if I didn't know better I would say that one was baked by H. H. Holme, himself. Now who let him in the kitchen?

C is for cutesy.
A is for american girl dolls
K is for Kelly Clarkson
E is for evergreens the kind made into christmas trees

Really now, you're just letting anybody in. Get my cousin out of the kitchen.
That was nonsense. Now let's bake a proper cake.

C is for carelessness, critisicm
A is for aches
K is for kangaroos in isolation at the zoo. Never having enough room to jump or move. and to think all this trouble just to meet you.
E is for electricity where it doesn't belong. Electric lights when i'm trying to sleep. Neon signs when i need to write.

Yes those are all the things i hate. This cake is marvelous. It tastes of ash and mortar and all the things that boiled over. Yes that is a proper cake. Dig in, bon appétit.

The force that pushed it. (#6 Space)

What my bones say. My bones are malnourished. The last thing they ate was some turkey relish. My bones seem to be thin. Thin enough to just barely not hold my heart in place securely where it belongs. How do I know my insides aren't going to fall out? My bones keep them in but I don't know for how long. My bones are probably whining but I don't hear them. What would my bones say to me if I dared to give them a voice? But I won't give them a voice because I know what they'll say.

So I leave 'em. whining, silently in despair. Does a redwood that falls in a lonely the forest make a sound, when nobody else is around? i dont know. Of course it does. The cry of the redwood will always heard by the force that pushed It.

Thin bones.

Just hardly enough to keep blood flowing through my veins.But I don't need much. It doesn't take a lot to lie in bed.And that's what I'm doin with my life. I'd rather stay in bed with blanket over head consumed in my magic mirror than listen, to my bones. Listen to my bones whine, and ache. Listen to my bones tell me how much I have changed and how damned I've become. I don't wanna   hear    about  my  past   possible  lives. 

shut up bones, I can't take it anymore, I can't bear to listen. Stop it bones stop it. I don't wanna hear your whining, your Begging. I've got the whole world shown to me right here right here in my hands so why on EARTH would I listen to YOU.

YOU. if you're not dead yet you are gonna die soon and crumble and break you're just like that boulevard with the broken dreams. Can't hardy see. So many seams. Breaking. Stop it, stop it you. How dare you keep whimpering at me like this, like you deserve a second chance. When you know you and I both know you're the drunk lover at the barbecue trying to sell photographs or that guy with his heart set on culinary school but isn't willing to chop.

 Don't come back to me and tell me for the twentieth time that all you need is forty-two dollars and a dime  to keep your dream afloat;

 When you know I don't have it. Don't be putting me in a bind. God, sometimes I wish you would just get outta my mind.  You ain't never gonna float so don't be telling me to try your boat. To write a note. To become a poet. Because it ain't never gonna happen. You're all deception and dope when you try to dote. Go home, bones. You're a lazy ass freak that does nothing but dream. Even if someone could hear your screams you'll never rise to the top like cream. You got one hand in the sky the other on your heart. But not one on the prndl. You're a hindrance. You're through. So like I said before, shut up bones. Just do me a favor, you're shattered so deep even I can see you waver. I hate your flavor. You only savor the things that wont last forever. Why is that bones huh? Explain it to me. Life's hard and brittle and you're just too little. You'll soon be in the tombs. and I'll soon be in the boonies, farewell poor bones, thin, Thin, bones. Its been a disgrace to you being so closely tied wish I could get rid of you're taste. Really wish you'd get outta my mind.

Do you have regrets?

Procrastination

Are you good enough?